I'm sorry you're suffering these physical symptoms, which I know are hard to endure.

It's getting hard to connect with an actual psychiatrist all over the country. It's getting so they basically just supervise (sort of) the PAs and NPs. Basically they let them order whatever they want. Ordering meds makes them feel like real doctors. They're just throwing everything against the wall to see what sticks. Not a lot of great science behind it. Even with bodily medical issues, you get a "provider," and only see an actual MD when you are acutely ill and need a specialist. I think it's insurance driven - cost containment.

Your issues sound pretty severe. I'm sorry life is so hard a struggle for you.