I understand how you feel. In the very beginning, I caught my fiancee paying for live cam girls. He lied about doing it. Even kept it up to the point that we went to the bank and said someone hacked our computer or got our credit card number. I was on the computer a few days layer and looked in the browser history and found out he had done it. He apologized and said it wouldn't happen again. He did watch porn alot then but slowly gave that up as well. Then I found out he started talking to and pretending to be in relationships with women online. Lots of women. I was crushed. I confronted him and again he said he wouldn't do it anymore and he would for a while but always went back. We went through this for 2 years. He then went out without me to play pool with a friend and met a woman. He started hanging out with her, hid an entire paycheck from me just so he could take her out. I have a lot of health issues and he said that got to be too much and he needed an escape. That the women didn't mean anything to him it was just a way to get out of his head for a while. Well I can't get passed it and he said he wanted to be done and we split up in November but due to financial circumstances still have to live together. I just have such a hard time because he has always treated me so well and became a father to my children. It feels like there are 2 different people. The one I was in a relationship with and the one that does these things behind my back.

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