Hugs if wanted, Waterbear. I agree that you're not expecting too much. With the T who can't see you until Easter--is that because the space isn't available until then or because she's that booked up? Not that either are OK. But if it's the second one, could you maybe get on a cancellation list or wait list while searching for another T? Though if she's that booked, she's probably not a good option anyway...

I definitely think that both should have gotten back to you. How long ago did you write to them? Is it possible that one or both are on vacation?

I hope you're able to find someone who can work with you. For the T's you've looked into who do regular "talk therapy," have you specifically asked if they could do the sort of therapy you'd want? It could be that they may be willing.