I see my therapist pretty soon, its been well over a month so it's much needed. I'm going to suggest to my psychiatrist two sleep meds, being two of mine aren't ideal. Paranoia has been up the past month. So has guilt and shame. PTSD hasn't flared at all really. As I focus it into my writing, it's really helped me process it. However, I've been hitting the books hard the last month, proud of myself actually. It's been giving me fresh writing ideas. Just a few here and there, but I really just need a new story to work on. The ink well is dry in my current one.

Welcome back finding reason! It has been very, very long.