I actually LIKE pain. It's something that I can understand. I do it to hush the demons.

I cut to focus when my
brain is racing.
I cut to make physical
what I feel inside.
I cut to see blood
because I like it.
I don't like to cut,
but I can't give it up.

I'm a freakin' masochist, and I hate it. I get pleasure from pain. I've tried the rubber band thing, but all that did was bruise and swell up my wrist, without nearly as much satisfaction.
...I really need help...