Having a hard time feeling hopeful about my life at the moment. Desperate to feel better but doesn't seem like there's anything that can help.

It's been 2.5 hours and I still haven't turned on my laptop to start work.

I feel like I need something really radical to shake me out of this. I'm so very tired of fighting... but there's no option but to continue to endure this misery.

I wish I could find comfort, even a tiny bit, in something.