I talked to the psychiatrist..

The antidepressant I said, shouldn't be serotonergic (Cuz they give me dissociation and make my heart beat weird).. So he mentioned Wellbutrin, gabapentin and pregabalin... (To take every day at a steady dose to replace the up and down phenibut doses). I said that pregabalin gives people bad withdrawal.. not sure about the Wellbutrin.

I'm supposed to take 300mg of gabapentin every night for a week, then 600mg for a week and then 900mg every night (Unless it makes me too tired during the day). Then, I stop the phenibut and hopefully the suicidal thoughts, apathy, anxiety, low mood goes away.

I told him what my mom said (To be honest, talk about the negative things and to take things as prescribed instead of buying chemicals online) - He said that I'm an intellectual? So "describing what I'm feeling to people takes 10-15 minutes of explaining when often people just say things in 1-2 words"..

I said that I wanted the Invega Trinza lowered to 350mg but I'm on 525mg every 9 weeks - So he prescribed 525mg every 12 weeks.. then I can lower it to 350mg after that.. My mom won't be happy with that but she's not a psychiatrist so..

I did this with the Invega Sustenna (3 weeks to 4 weeks) and it went bad - But there isn't NONSENSE in my environment anymore cuz of her.. So it will be good..