Thanks Susannah. I do hear what you are saying, but for some reason it doesn't resonate with how I feel the situation, and what I know of her. I could be totally wrong though, who the hell knows! She just doesn't strike me as that kind of a person. If anything, I wonder whether maybe she was just trying to make me stand on my own two feet. Thing is, she knows me and knows all too well that standing on my own two feet is something I never had a problem with. Letting other people help me, however, that's a different story. It took a lot for me to trust her in the first place and it took a lot of courage this time round to let her help me. She encouraged me to continue after losing K and now I just feel... Ignored.