I feel like it totally sucks. My T is great when it comes to letting me pay whatever I can afford, but I still feel inadequate that I can't just pay him his proper fee. I don't remember the last time and I feel like I don't deserve him.

When I was younger I had to see a therapist for a set number of sessions because of something that happened to me. I hated that, I mean it was free but their 'care' for me was completely absent, I felt nothing towards them. I didn't get to choose them and they would be rid of me when our number of sessions were over no matter what.