No one thinks you are making things up about your mother AG. I believe she is ill. I am concerned for you regarding that.

I am also concerned for you in general. (((((AG))))) I think Cat is right...lately I have noticed you becoming more dependent on him. That is ok, to a point. However, he has to work hon. He can't be here all the time.

I think you need to develop a better support system. You found someone to care for and I think that is wonderful, but reaching outside just that person is important. Going to the hospital might be a good idea. They can help you with your immediate distress so that you can start building that support structure.

The people here are more than willing to be part of that system...but there have to be some 3d people too. For you.

Please, pm me if you need to talk.