(((((ladymacbethadmunson)))))

I know the anxiety and fear you speak of. I went back to school and was so afraid that I would make a mistake. I would try to calm my self but nothing ever worked. I could see others in the class struggling over the same things but it did not matter because for some reason I had to be perfect.

I too was abused and I think that some of our thoughts and patterns come from that. Our self hatred started there and just grew because no one knew and we had no where to put it except hold it inside. I am sorry and I hope you are seeing a T that can help you through this. Thinking of you.

darkpurplesecrets