You know, as much as I hate giving trainings, having to give one today was probably for the best since it forced me to stop crying hysterically. Not going to say I did a very good job but I got myself together somewhat.

I really feel like I must have forgotten to take my medication at the very least yesterday and probably the day before based on the severity and the that 9/10 times I cry it's because I missed a dose of Cymbalta.

Plus I feel gross and not just because I need a shower. And that also happens when I've missed a dose.

I need to believe that's what's going on.

ETA: I have a strong conviction that you ought to drop everything and help me. Tell your other clients there's an emergency and you can't see them today. Ok?