What makes it worse is my mental health team are ghosting me, i was ment to have a telephone appointment today and it never happened.
They offered me grief counselling back in November but that hasnt come to anything.
At the moment i am struggling with suicidal thoughts not just because of the loss of my dad but with the other health issues.
All i can do is think the british mental health team think im beyond help, im not sure where to look for help. Apart from msf.