Very broken, sleep. I woke up for various reasons. My ear was burning, so I turned my head, my nose was plugged, turned my head, my ear was burning again, turned over again and my nose plugged up, … got up and adjusted the fan but never got back to sleep. Even my dreams were weird. Was in a huge, huge mall and part of a stepford wives contest. In a kitchen that was 3/4 ordinary size and made out of plastic. But I was supposed to make meatloaf look after three kids and do it all dressed up in plastic shoes. Then in a later dream I was part of an architect project we were in a bar type place to get our assignments then slept in beds stacks up like logs. Just a really long night.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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