I had a nice time today outside with my neighbors and our dogs. It was an overcast but mild Winter day and was even nice enough to sit in the lawn chair with my dog in my lap. I also got to a big cleaning project.

But otherwise it was a bad day, with both of my online events being duds. I quit them both before they finished. So sick of trying to make myself feel better and everything is just annoying and unpleasant and irritating. I know it's just the depression talking but that doesn't make it any easier to bear.