****k. I just wrote this whole thing out and accidentally deleted it but basically
-haven't been sleeping well (~2 hours every other night, othern ights are normal, but hte pst two nights have been 2 hours and I hve plenty of energy but I don't feel fine I feel wired)
-reached out to someone I haven't talked to in a while and had unprotected sex with him (which I wouldn't do)
-Been pacing which could be a mania thing or an akathisia thing for me. It's gotten worse the past two days so I'm thinking more hypomania.
-I'm "thinking in poetry" but actually getting it down on paper is soooo hard.

but perhaps I'm just excited for having this person back in my life and being able to go skiing whenever the weather lets me. My therapist seemed to think yesterday that it was just excitement but was a little concerned about the sleep.