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Old Feb 03, 2022, 10:34 AM
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Anrea Anrea is offline
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Day 15 complete. No binging or purging. I'd been following the "eat healthy, within limits, avoid restrict thoughts" plan. But the last 4 days something weird happened. I stopped being hungry. Period. So I haven't been eating much at all. Less then 400 calories a day. On one hand, I'm really worried about causing a trigger to binge. But I never had restriction as part of my Binge/purge cycle. But this new thing I feel - I want to cling to it, to lose weight, because I'm afraid if I make myself eat, I won't feel like this again. I wish I knew if this was also part of ED. Just manifesting itself in a new way. If anybody has experience with trying to overcome B/P - let me know your steps. Or what you think about this new, not eating thing. I feel guilty about wanting to eat. And that is weird too. I never felt guilty before. I don't understand, but I am under the belief that I can control my binge urge if one comes... am I playing with fire?