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Originally Posted by Waterbear
I can totally understand bwhy that would hurt, but I wonder whether it was just poor choice of words. To be fair if you only email twice a month and she has said you could, I'm surprised she said anything at all! I mean, I think I get what she is trying to say, but it seems to me, from what you have said, a bit unnecessary. I could understand more if you emailed a few times a week, and text etc, but yeah, I would be a bit confused and very hurt too, but it could be really good material, especially as you recognise it is coming from a very young place.
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I guess I sort of pushed her for an answer. I really didn’t understand what she meant when she said all that stuff about me being in her heart. I didn’t understand what it really meant. Because… sometimes she answers my emails like on a Sunday. I never expected her to. And a couple of weeks ago, I was in a very bad place. I saw her on a Wednesday and she told me to email her on Thursday, and on Friday I had a app with a doctor. She was worried about me I guess and wanted me to email to make sure I was ok. What would she have done if I hadn’t? I did anyway.
I guess she was trying to tell me that she won’t be able to answer all the time. But it made me feel quilty. Like I messed up.