Thanks so much for your open and honest answers, I really appreciate them.

I really struggle to open up and talk to people but I have a few people close to me who know. My family are not great and they dont even know the whole truth.

My work are... some people are ok, most people judge because Ive had a number of absences.

I totally relate to what you said @WindsThatBlow as I too, feel ashamed. Which Im, almost as much, ashamed to admit that. I know I shouldnt, but I cant seem to help it.

I wish mental illness was looked upon the same as physical illness as it should be.