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Old Feb 04, 2022, 05:54 AM
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Why is this clarity bringing with it so much anger? I'm not made to contain this.
I'm tempted to write another letter, but I know that is Avoidance.

I know I told you that I am more comfortable with the word brave, but that's because I recognise that here there is no painless way to do this. We've been unpacking the aftermath of Steve's death for months, but only now am I getting the sense of being able to do it properly.

That may mean going right back to the theatre newsletter, and the information contained therein...which I did not need. Part of me is hoping that I'm overthinking it, and I know full well that I cannot ask you. You don't know, neither of us knows.

I will never know what was in Steve's heart and mind that day, and thank God I don't.
On the other hand, the effect of his leaving in my world has been huge. It's been six months, and still feels like it happened last week.
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Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
Just hold on tight, that's all you gotta do...'

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