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Originally Posted by BreakForTheLight
The gig has been postponed to July. That's a real disappointment. I don't have anything else planned either until then. I honestly don't think I can handle another 5,5 months of nothing but loneliness and misery. Feel like I made all the wrong choices. I know there's a pandemic and times are **** but all around me I see people still living their life and here I am, no friends, not bonded with any co-workers, almost afraid of people, only leaving the house to go grocery shopping or for a walk by myself. Getting out of bed in the morning is so hard
I can't go on like this but I have sunken so deep it's going to take a massive amount of effort to get out of this hole and I have zero energy or motivation and now I'm just rambling on here when I should start working.
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I'm really sorry the event was canceled. I have pretty much given up trying to plan or even hope to be able to do anything because every time I do, cases go up again and there are more restrictions.
That sucks to that you feel so isolated. I do have my husband around, but some days I would really prefer to be alone. His boss is out sick this week. It's probably COVID but she hasn't gotten tested. She hasn't been vaccinated and is pretty sick. She's kind of lazy even when she is working, but not having her around means more work for him and he is being grouchy.