I just feel so stupid. I feel like I should be able to see this more rational. Like, I know she has kids. I know she’s not my mom. I know that I’m one of her clients, sure, she might care about me but not the way I care about her. She can’t.

But then there’s the fact that she has told me ”you can always email me, but I might not answer right away”. So it never really crossed my mind that my email on a Sunday morning would cause her to be distracted from her family. It just didn’t. I thought that she would read it if she had the time, and answer when she could. Only once have I been upset with her about emails, and that was when she didn’t answer for three working days.

So one part of me feels like ”Why am I upset, she’s just my T” and the other is like ”how could she say this to me?!”