its whats "in" and "around" the silence that hurts, yes, is it silence from not having somebody or something unconnected or not fully met perhaps?

the lack of disstraction from self , can be very sore and lonely

hoping u feelong better soon....

Beethovens 5th symphony doesn't exist until somebody listens to it!!, we are listening,,, your voice is heard, we care Fuzzybear..

my smiles for you

alevin