I just took an ativan and usually I can tell right away if a med is going to work or not and I don't think this will. I ate a piece of chicken though so I don't feel lightheaded like I did earlier. But I still have no energy to put away my laundry and 2 loads are just piled in a basket on the floor in my room. I'm not sure why I have no motivation to do laundry. Usually I love having my closet and drawers full. But I've just been following some advice I found on facebook and instead of cleaning the whole house at one time do one room a day or an hour or something. So whenever I stand up to do something or just get the energy in general I've been folding a pair of jeans or hanging up a shirt or 2 from the basket. I'll get it done eventually today.

I wonder what my endocronolgist plans on doing since all my testsrerone related blood levels are still high. But I don't see him until March. My mom says I need to get working on the urine sample in the next couple days. I just find it so dyshphoric. I want to just go directly into the jug but I have to go into this little bowl and then dump it into the jug and it just gets all these emotions going for me.

Edit: I feel super nauseated and I don't know if its the benzo mixing or not eating a lot. Although I did eat some today. I plan on getting a whopper with no mayo or onions from Burger King for dinner.