Apologies again for posting. I did some journaling but that doesn't seem to work as well as letting someone else know what's going on. Weird.

I've had several decent days and this morning. Then this afternoon my anxiety is creeping up, but not yet out of control. Happy to know that better days can happen, but always disappointed when they stop. As always I know all I have is today and it's not been that bad really. Got errands run and the weather is warmer. Had a good lunch and have enough leftovers to make dinner without too much work. I don't know. I've always struggled with patience and this is one of those times where patience will be most useful. I imagine there are many things that, at my age, take longer to sort out. I hate getting old, but once my dogs pass on, I'm probably going to get out as well. Won't have to deal with the aging process for decades, just have a couple more years. It's like planning a vacation almost. Maybe I should revisit my bucket list and see if there is anything that can be completed in a couple of years. Hmmmmm...