a plea to anyone out there?

can anybody explain" thier" or "our" God to me please, or do I have to belive in the Supernatural or "other reality" stuff of a being ,outsice/inside that has a personal and caring interest in me,and has the power to intervene in our causalities of self, our sufferings or whatever?

is consciencenous an energy of "love", that could make sense to me.
but nothing else around "God"- matters " ", does !

lovingly, me

-please take yout time, you deserve it
alevin

hope u get better jumpingrasshopper