I’m so sorry you’re having a bad night BeyondtheRainbow.
It’s 1:30 here and I’m wide awake again. My anxiety is pretty bad tonight. I just keep worrying about such ridiculous things, like work, like replying to emails, like my dog running away or dying. I keep wishing something bad would happen to me but then I worry that it will. It’s so stupid!
Hopefully sleep will come soon.