Thnak you all for your advices!

Hey nowhereturn! great to sea you my friend! Do you ever go to chat room? it will be cool to see you there...freewill too



I do have a T i sued to go to her she was wounderful. But now i study and live in a different plce so i don`t know.

I will tell you something! I didn`t realize..
I feel in a way that i don`t LIVE graphic design. I LIKE it. I always try to put all my anergies into it and i understand that design concepts that need to be original but grasped shortly aren`t my greatest inspiration

Graphic design never was or will ever be my dream. When i came here i didn`t know what it is. I am way better at phylosophy psychology and history, etc.

I will not leave studies. 3rd year. I will work in this field in order to support myself. But that is all. I knew it in the back of my mind but was not really aware of it! awarness is iimportant.

I know that now i am particualry angry. I know i need to achieve *my dreams*. my real dreams. That I love.

Today i got the inspiration form a korn song and played some simmilar chords on the piano...I need to do my design works faster and more professioanl. There is not much passion in design. There is just a way to do it right. M y soul is not there.

I was forcing myself to "be a designer" which i am not. I will do waht i can like you say, freewill

Thank you all

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