I'm not ready to start my new job - I am hardly recovered. I am recovering, and I cannot force that process. I cannot just switch my emotions on and off. It's too hard.
I wanted a week off in between jobs - and I don't feel ready at all to start my new job with enthusiasm and zest. I took 1/2 a day off on Friday, and that is all.
I am reeling from all that's happened in the last year. %@^&$^*$7824. This is not OK.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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