AngelGirl,
Just try to keep in mind that the posts you were hurting over were made by only two people. They are only two or three posts out of probably near a hundred that have been made to you in a matter of two or three days. It seems like you are attributing the comments they made that you didn't like, to ALL of us, when in reality all of the rest of this forum has only posted supportively.
I know you are in pain, and that is hard. You are not alone in that pain. Just look around you.

Angela