I am at work today and have zero motivation to do ANYTHING! I should have taken a mental health day only I didn't know I was not going to have any motivation until I got here! I'm planning on taking 3/4/22 off because my Dad's birthday party is on 3/5/22 so that way I can decorate but I am trying to decide if it would be beneficial to take a day off before then! After a couple of days of not having very bad SH urges, they are back. I wonder if it coincides with work at all because I do seem better on the weekends. But I just can't not work. I have bills. I need healthcare. Sometimes I wish I could just go on disability but I am too high functioning. Maybe I will win Publisher's Clearing House!