It looks like my valium will be ready tommorow at 11AM. My mom is trying to see if I can get it today but shes been on hold for 45 minutes. I have half of one left I just don't want to have a seizure from being so low on the dose. But I guess I took about 1.5 valium today after the last half mil. I took a couple little crushed pieces this morning. I have a cauliflower crust pizza in the oven which I'm hoping helps. I have a headache and I don't know what its from. Probably from everything. I'm just hanging on with that last half as long as I can. But at least I won't have to wait 3 days and talk to my pdoc. I do know now to be super careful. Why I am finally using a pill box. And yeah I do have a huge issue but now is not the time for me to work on it.

Amazon still has not come by. My Fedex hoodie came though but I havent looked at it yet.

My hoodie fit ok. Amazon still has not come by. My free birthday sandwich from Jimmy Johns disapeared from my rewards section on my app. Baskin Robbins was out of ice cream. No joke. I swear technology is just falling apart because of covid.

I never heard back from my therapist but its my own fault for not calling the office directly. At this moment I'm ok. The morning might be tough but after 11 when I get my valium things should be somewhat back to normal.