I can't eat anything my anxiety sucks and all I want is valium. I just can't feel hunger. I've lost 10 pounds since my last therapy session 2 weeks ago and a few pounds was fluids from the ER but I hope she doesn't get pissed at me and call me a drug addict or something. 3 of my Amazon packages finally came after I fell asleep. One of the hoodies fits good. The second one is kinda big but everyone reviewing the item was freaking out and saying to order a size bigger. Some were saying even 2 sizes bigger was too small. So I ordered a size up and its a bit baggy. I'll ask my mom what she thinks she knows this stuff better then I do. Then my med organizer came too. So I can fill that up today. Pretty much I'm just hanging on until I can get the valium. I have absolutly none left. I took my last half at 3PM yesterday.