Sapien, I am absolutely POSITIVE that your cats want only good health for you. I know and understand cats very well, and I know that they like us to get plenty of rest and sleep, if possible. They do NOT want us to die. I promise you that with all my heart, and with my experience.
Also, it is highly unlikely that your sniffer cat is about to die. Cats sniff things a lot.
I have been in a similar place to you with regard to my cats. When I am mentally okay and stable I realize that I had been in a delusional state of mind when I had strange thoughts about my cats.
I'm curious...what is Alcesism?
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