They sell them at TJ Maxx. They come in a cardboard box so they are not the cold ones. They were $5 for 10 I think. TJ Maxx sells a variety of Macarons. Trader Joes sells vanilla and chocolate cold ones.

I like therapy now but before I moved I had to give myself a pep talk before clicking on the zoom link. I had to tell myself "dont act goofy. Pay attention. Remember stuff." Then I had to do some deep breathing and say this thing I heard in a cartoon that went "the waves come in, the waves go out." And I'd still get a stomach ache each session.

With her it was like the U2 song "with Or Without You."