@otroo:

Yes, my mom's program was also run by our church. I felt shy about saying that because people are so touchy about religion. Her program was called "New Beginnings." There was one man who was so overcome, like you, and all he could do was stand in the corner and cry and everybody was okay with it, that's what he needed, and let him be.

Glad you could cry so passionately, crying can be quite cathartic and you're welcome for the concern! You're going to make it, i know you will, Otroo!