does anyone on here, as they get older,, or get worsening pain psymptoms, ever have those moments where they look back and think, I wish I could still do this, I wish this wasn't so difficult, I wish it didn't get to this.

I know as my health is failing and it seems day by day I'm losing a little more control over my body, I do think about this, and it's sad. it makes me sad that things used to be easier and a whole less painfull