having extreme agoraphobia, it's really hard for me to get to most places.

at my age, saying that I've never been to a seaside, I've never been to a carnival, I've never been to a show on broadway, it's a ****ing joke.

people half my age have probably done everything I just listede plus more- and it makes me sad that when I come to the end of my life, what do I have to show for it?

I don't even have friends to take me to these places, because firstly my extreme intriversion, secondly all my issues. I carry a lot of baggage and no one really wants that in a friendship

plus I don't have family support, so can't turn to them either