Therapy didn't go as planned. It went very badly. I told her about my nightime coping skill and how it really helps. She said if it helps it helps but that it is a little bit weird. Then I asked her if she thought I was weird. And she said "a little bit." Then that got me very upset and I said thats why I was worried about returning to work. Because I was worried people would think I was weird. She tried explaning what she meant but I had just shut down at that point. She asked if she offended me and I said yes. She apologized and she kept me an extra 8 minutes to make sure I was ok. I left without saying anything. I just felt like I could trust her with this information and not be judged for it. Everyone my own age is the same though.