Thank you for the phone call. And thank you for the first apology. It was a start. You really hurt me, L. I know sometimes (rarely) you get stuck in your own mental track, but when you do, you always go too far. I do understand why that happens and I accept it. But damn, please try to be a little more gentle. You know me and my deep underground wells of pain. Yes, you hit the deepest one yesterday. And I'm still willing to go forward. That's our commitment and agreement with each other.

Oh, and thank you for scheduling a two hour session for me on Friday. H is going to be pissed if he finds out how much that will cost. But we both feel I need it.