Thanks @Aviza

And thanks @Motts

It was so cathartic to write it out, thats why I replied to myself.

Thanks so much for your understanding and suggestions @Motts

Thats a really good idea. Im actually planning on getting married in August and havent done my invitations yet so I suppose I could make them.
Other than that I spend a lot of time with my dog, walking him, playing with him. Im taking him and my mums 2 dogs to an enclosed field tomorrow to let them run around like crazies.

Ive been on a few different antidepressants but anything that is sedating makes my hypersomnia worse. A little bit of insomnia for a week is probably good for me. And yes reduced appetite isnt ideal but Ive been eating regardless, just more little and often than big meals at the moment.

Anyway, sorry I didnt mean to tell you my life story I really appreciate your support! Thank you