I'm trying my best to survive. Each time I ask my brother to arrange to buy me a ticket to go home, he answers by saying he needs permission from my mother. What the heck does that mean? So, he is of no help. I am giving up on them. I don't know if I can find another job here or not. It is stressful for me to be without a job and find another one. I am so depressed. I sleep a lot now but feel unhappy still. I hope to survive no matter what. I guess, my parents can't deal with their situation and mine anymore. But, I don't want to give up on myself. I feel so sad. But, I just need to find another job- easier said than done. I feel crushed but will persevere again. What else can I do?