I was feeling bad for being disowned. But, I will be ok. Life has its ups and downs. I am free here and nobody bothers me. I could feel sorry for myself. But, I'm actually happier being on my own. I just need to find another job again. I quit my other job since I thought my mother would help me. Oh well, never go on promises never kept by others. I will survive but it is hard to do everything on my own.