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Old Feb 12, 2022, 01:14 PM
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Originally Posted by otroo View Post
Really feeling depressed today like really depressed. I am crying over nothing. I'm really mad at my wife right now for dying on me.
It should of been me that died my wife was a clean living person she did not do drugs she did not drink booze she was just a good person. Me on the other hand did live a party life drugs, alcohol and I smoked cigarettes and weed and I partied all the time. I did clean up a lot over the years but still.

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@otroo, these types of things are strange, indeed. It's just awful for your wife and all she left behind. However, though I'm not a particularly religious woman, I do believe things happen for an odd reason. With that in mind, you have some role to play in the future for yourself and all around you. Right now you are still deep into the grieving, but there will come a time when you'll need to sit and evaluate your situation and think about next steps for the future. I'm sure your wife would want you to find a new life that satisfies you.
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Thanks for this!
*Beth*, Nammu, otroo