Sorry for still posting. I'm having a very weird day. I almost feel normal and maybe even a little positive about the future. It's scary. I've been telling myself that I'll be leaving life soon enough, but today I feel almost... good? It's freaking me out. After the last week, I don't know what to make of it. I know I should just focus on today and try to enjoy it. Maybe this is the universe's way of screwing with me. F'r!