It snowed all day but thankfully the streets were too warm from it being in the low to mid fifties for a few days to stick. I must be careful driving my son to school tomorrow though, it’s going down to 14 degrees tonight so any moisture will turn to ice on the roads. I’m lucky to live on a street situated between two main roads so all I have to do is make it half a block in either direction and I’m fine. It’s going to be so cold tomorrow and Tuesday and then by Thursday it will be 63! I can’t believe people don’t think climate change is a thing.
I have been depressed off and on all day. I did not go out to buy vape pods because I didn’t want to leave the house. That’s great, actually. It forced me to conserve the one I had left. I’m not ready to quit completely but I have drastically cut down in order to NOT kill my asthmatic cat. I only do it in the car when I’m alone and only a few puffs here or there in the house. I’m training myself not to reach for it after meals automatically. Stopping during my commute will be the hardest, I think. But I think I can do it, eventually.
I wasn’t restless today at least. Maybe I was just coming down from my temporary “spring weather” induced high.
I have Friday off and my boys do not so I will have the whole day to myself. I am quite excited. I will clean the house but not nonstop. I’m planning on bleaching the tips of my hair and then dyeing all my hair blue again. The xmondo worked well and turned up on my medium brown hair but it has washed out and I’d like a bit of brighter blue as well. I figure I’ll bleach my tips because if I ruin it somehow I can just go to the salon and get it cut off. I’m used to bleaching my own hair though. I’m not perfect but I think I’ll be good enough to do that little bit.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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