About a year ago, I experimented with Magic Mushrooms, which now can be baught from some shops in London (UK). I have a long History of smoking pot, being from Zimbabwe, it was cheap and I like it, a lot... Anyway, I migrated to London (UK) 5 years ago and was exposed to class A drugs, unfortunately I went through bouts of taking Ecstacy quite a lot, occassionally taking cocaine, but not much. Then came those magic mushrooms...

I would say I have always been (since smoking pot) paranoid to a minor degree. Anyway, I ate the mushrooms and the first couple of experiences were "shallow" but fun, I was amazed at what they did, then on the third time, I found myself spending hours awake at night, analysing everything that had come my way, it was hell!!! Now I am Delusional and most things said to me become part of my conspiracies and the turning point was those mushrooms, OK, I had some other adversities going in my life which may have contributed to the 'Tipping Point'.

Was it Mushrooms that gave me this 6th sense that I don't need or want? This unwanted desire to analyse everything that is said to me and judge it as being against me? Or did they just expose something that was there in the waiting?

If this is what they have possibly done to my mind, then I can only imagine what they are doing to youth that can readily and legally buy them! Or is it just a coincidence that I took mushrooms and out came this beast from within me???

One thing it has done, is given me a unfounded insight into the way I think, and one hell of a self-reflection experience. Which may not be so bad, I realise my faults and want to correct them. I just wish I didn't analyse so much...

Finally does anyone out there know how I can turn this analytical demon into an analytical angel??? If possible???

Any opinions will be appreciated...

Cheers, Gary