Well, made it 2 days, now I'm back to day 1 again tomorrow. I had gone 32 days without, then 26 days without, then only 3. It was like all the progress meant nothing. I had binge food, and just went after it. Purged twice. Just like old times. I think if I wasn't so focused on weight, I would have not purged - just did the overeat. I feel like I slid back down a slope I'd been climbing. I was so certain I was getting better. Well, maybe I am. Maybe some slipping up is a normal part of the process for healing from an ED. What a waste though. Purged twice. Crackers, then a candy bar. Sigh. I wonder how I go forward from here. I know if I was eating my daily calorie limit I would be doing better, but most days I am eating about half that. I'm more obsessed with weight then with overcoming my ED! I don't know how to right this see saw. I am unbalanced.