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Originally Posted by BethRags
I did my book business work, which went well. Then I spent 3 freakin' hours (I'm ashamed to say) trying to find a photograph I want to show to a friend of mine of some vintage shoes . By the end of the 3 hours (I never did find the picture) I had a headache and felt physically icky. Such an idiotic thing to do. Then I felt really annoyed with myself, but I did catch myself beating the crap out of me. So I'm working on letting that go.
Still trying to find the insulin dose that will stabilize Sidney's blood glucose. She is so patient while I poke her poor little ear tips for blood to get a reading. There is nothing for me to do but be patient (I can learn from her!) until we get to a dose that works to even out her numbers. It will happen, but I feel sick to keep having to poke her, and I'm lousy at waiting for things.
I'm just angry with myself tonight. Just frustrated all over the place. I'm going to take some good, deep breaths and take a little walk to pick up my mail. Then I'll turn all the lights off and watch Victoria.
I hope everyone is having or will have a restful sleep tonight.
Hugs 
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……beyond a wholesome discipline be gentle with yourself…….
Some wise words from the desiderata to use as a mantra 🕉 dear Beth you’re kind to everyone here, be kind to yourself as well.
Enjoy Victoria.