I am assuming that the reason I am still thinking about you so much is because indeed there is something unfinished between us, plus my stressful life of late. I can't help it I miss you, I miss 'us' and the stress (between h's new heart problem/sr cat's new health issues/working way too much overtime still) that I'm feeling right now makes that all the more. I want to talk to YOU. I'm hoping a short check-in phone call on Friday will be just enough where I'll know you're still there and I won't need to tell you any of that stuff just talk about the positives will be enough. Because there are positives. I know for a fact that in the past, these "it's life" things all at once would have had me curled in a ball in my closet sobbing. But I'm holding it together fairly well, I mean nobody's perfect I'm eating chocolate and drinking wine more than I should, haha but I'm getting through it by doing a lot of writing, drumming, using calming incense, making sure I get out in the sunshine every day, staying hydrated, and of course "talking" to you in my head.... but when they added back the 6th day at work... well now I want to actually talk to you for real briefly.